一句话

一生人中,
我们听了不少的活语,
可是那些才是真心话呢?
你能分别得出来吗?
一句话,
可以是谎言,
欺骗了我们的感情,
一句话,
可以是永恒的承诺,
给于我们幸福的滋味,
一句话,
反央了一个人的成熟度,
代表了那人的处事待人,
一句话,
可能是双重意义的,
让人难以抓摸,
一句话,
可以是最动人的,
触摸你内心深处...
一句话,
就是一个人成长艰辛万苦熬出来的,
珍惜每一个人所说的话,
珍惜身边的每一个人...

期待爱

Lyric

my life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在里面放一份爱
why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我实实在在
不管帅不帅

俊杰 金莎:想要找回来
俊杰 金莎:自己的节拍
俊杰:所以这一次
俊杰 金莎:我要勇敢大声说出来
林俊杰 金莎:
期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
你的存在心灵感应的方向
我一眼就看出来
是因为爱

我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯越靠近越明白
不要走开
幸福的开始就是放手去爱

<<徘徊曲>>

回家路途上,
我疲倦的身躯躺在后位座,
望着那充满星星的星空,
听着那熟悉的<<唯一>>.
脑海反映着她的回忆,
开心的,伤心的,冷淡的和逗趣的,
你的背影偶然会徘徊在我心,
但我会学习试着忘记你,
祝福你会找到更好的,
让我不再唱那首<<徘徊曲>>...

Just wanna say Hi again !!

Halo everyone..I'm back again in blogspot...

It had been a very long time since I updated my blog..
Thanks for Perng,Sab,Kwong and everyone that had supporting me these months.
A lots of things happened recently, and that's what make me feel like want to forfeit this blog.
But thanks God, in this few months He had stand by my side from time to time,He listen to my prayer,He make me happy when I'm sad and He never give up on me.
Since the day my beloved mother pass away , I losed the intention to keep this blog on progress.
I feel very sad , no more spirit in doing anything , I lose faith in everything.
But I keep pray to Him , keep find track of him , then one day He showed a verse from the bible to me.

" Be joyful always ; pray continually ; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Jesus Christ " 1 Thessalonians 5 :１６－１８　

Since that moment , my broken heart is pieced together again. I never want to feel sad again，for I know that I live to be happy.
I had changed my job too. From a bookshop part-timer to a playschool half-day teacher. I had prayed hard to God to give me another job and He heard it. The next day I received a message from friend that asking me if I'm interest in becoming a teacher. Praise God !!!
I enjoy my days working at the Taska Glory. Although sometime the children not-so-obedience , but still they are so adorable and innocent. I feel no sadness and dimness there.
Let you guys see some pictures.

Fetching the children at the car potch. In the pics are Victor , Adelle and Joshua.



Toys time !!!



New way of celebrating birthday ？？？



After 5 minutes , still not yet wake up ..



Must be too touch by us !! hahaha !! Happy Birthday Thor !!!



" Something on ur face big bro !! " said Allen



Teacher Kelvin : " Children make a big big circle "



The week's theme colour >> yellow



Thats Samuelle and Samson...

Easter day celebration...

Its really a happy life working there.
Beside that , I also work as a tuition teacher for Physics SPM subject. And...I only have one student. hahaha !!! Actually I had been requested by my friend to help her sister...so ya extra income lor !! haha...and I cycling to her house at night for tuition ( since my car been bang ) hahaha !!!
Other than that , I also worked as Amway Distributor or you can call me salesboy...hahaha...I sell lots of products. There are facial products , nutrition products , body care products , begs and water-filter machine.
So , if you all interest in it you can visit http://www.amway2u.com
And for further ordering, you can contact me via msn.
Msn : xion_stears78@hotmail.com
Ohya, almost forget...I too accept ordering for swissrolls. There are lots of flavours to choose from. Contact me for the swissrolls list.

Okay thats all for now.
Wish you all the best .
And never give up on yourself.

<爱>

风爱上了云
本来就是不可能的事
我爱上了你
是我宿命上的悲伤
没有咖啡的早晨就跟没有你的人生是一样的
当我生命里面懂得什么叫love的时候
我才知道什么叫做爱
你能为我加上ing吗？

Thanks perng for this...

满足感

前天，
当我工作的时候，
有一位客人来到我面前，
要求我帮她寻找书本，
我当然二话不说就拿了她手上的书单，
一本一本得收集起来，
10分钟后，
我终于将所有的书本收集齐了，
就把所有的书拿去收银处，
就在我要离开时,
她再次要求我，
这次是帮她把书本抬到停车场去，
我当然很快得就答应了她，
我拼了所有的力量，
才能把那六包参考书抬起，
慢慢地抬到停车场，
把一包一包的书本送进车里，
就在这时候，
那位客人突然拿了一盒蛋达送给我，
哇 ！ 我真的感动了...
向她说了声谢谢便走回去了...

说真的，
在这儿工作也能找得到满足感，
我的心门也随着慢慢地打开了，
开始想通了一些事情，
要记得，
爱情是不可勉强的，
只要曾经真心得爱过，
即使到了最后不能拥有她，
我会一着祝福你...

心情...

这四天，
真的觉得时间好漫长，好难过，
站在工作岗位的我，
排着书，
将书本叠起来，
然后将一本一本的书包装好，
我曾试过让自己忙个不停，
还以为这样做便能使自己暂时麻醉了，
可是当我忙完了，
脑里却会挑起那些回忆，
感觉好无奈，好无助，
心情好复杂...

回到了家，
还以为心情已经平复了，
可是当我打开电脑上网时，
却让自己更加的伤心，
我看到了 ！
我也明白了 ！
心就好像生生得被插了一刀，
我忍着内心的伤痛，忍着眼睛的酸泪...

一直以来，
你对我就只有冷漠，
不管我对你多好，
有时我还得装得不在乎似的，
但你的眼神总不会看上我，

这梦拖了已有一段蛮长的时间，
我是否应该醒了 ?
是否放弃这一段我坚持已久的爱情 ?
好想放弃，可是好难...
不想放弃，可是痛苦...

放弃? 坚持?

The Dream of Christmas...

Yippi its 25th December 2008...
and that means its Christmas time !!
dang dang dang....haha...
Today is the joyous and happy day for everyone...haha...sure lar..Christmas worr...gt turkey lar..red wine lar..present lar...with family and friends lar...hahaahaha...
Even today I just stay home for the whole day...but I can actually feel the atmosphere of Christmas..haha...the white winter snows...
For this year Christmas, I had a dream...

A dream that is so childish and funny...
A dream that is seems not to be granted...
A dream that is only for disorientation...
A dream that may not be achieved...
A dream that will soon be forgotten...

This is a dream of mine...
When you woke up , everything is over...
All those are only the imaginations and illusions of ur wills...

圣诞节...
应该是开开心心的...
可是就在今天...
让我看到不想看的， 让我知道我不想知道的事情...
现在的心情是空虚的...
一直不停地为自己找借口...
心中想挽回现时的情况...
一个拖了已久的梦就这样悄悄被敲醒了...
我已好累好累了...
希望这两个月的工作能麻醉及让我想清楚...
真想不到今年的圣诞是这样过的...

Haha...

Well, finish story-ing....
Wish everyone...
Merry Christmas !!
May all your wishes come true...

Trip to Pulau Manukan

Yeah !! At last the STPM exam had finished...
All the tension , stress and pressure is suddenly gone...
In the next day (5/12/2008) , we all moving out for a trip to Pulau Manukan...
It sure was a nice and sunny day...
After everything is prepared , we move to the jetty at Jesselton Point...
Around 8.00am , we aboard the boat and sailed to Manukan Island. The breeze is so nice and comfortable. Everyone was so happy.

Pizzz...

Blown by wind....

After 10 - 15 minutes , we arrived at the Island. This was the second time I being there , the first time was during the Sunset Cruise trip last year. But sure this time was lots more fun.
The sea is clean depth into the seabed , you can clearly seen every single tiny fish swimming in there...its so colourful...

The great scenery at the Manukan Island.

Another angle...

Yu Shiong , Yeeling and Zinlu...

A group pic taken at the pondok...

We settled down our things at the bench...eat something...chit-chat a bit...then lets rocks in the SEA...

Settle down our things...

Under the tree...

Allan !! Wake up !!!

One zombie cover in sands...one half-awakened...

Everyone is so excited getting into the sea...
Although some of us don't know how to swim , they will too join to enjoy the fun...
We dive, swim , observe and even compete with each other...fun !!

Time to swim...

Whether u know how to swim or not..just jump in..SplAsH !!

We too make our way to the Sunset Point around 1350m from the resort...

Chai Fun and Gan at the Sunset Point...

Allan , Potriyan and Noel at the Sunset Point...

On the rock...

Nice pic...

After back from the Sunset Point, we all went to swim for the second round...
Then we had bath and our lunch...

Times to go back ...

Allan , Zinlu , Potriyan and Noel...

Waiting at the jetty...

Bunch of cute fishes...

Fishes eating bread...

Why Laura so alone there ?

Ooo...got Noel at there pulak...haha

Around 2.30pm , the boat had arrived and thats the end of our journey...

Yea...this sure is a pleasure experience...it gives the significance of our friendship and the finale of our high school life...
Thanks God for everything....
Hope this piece of memory will remained forever in everyone's heart....
Thanks Everyone...the best time in my life is the time I spent with u guys...

Bye !

Upper 6 Science 2008.

Zinlu's Birthday...

It was yesterday ( 27/11/2008) that one of our friends , Zinlu , celebrated her 19th birthday...
We are still in the middle of our STPM exam...hahaha...
Anyway, soon after the mathematics paper 2 finish , we all go according to plan..
All the boarders except Allan went back first...
I pretend follow YeeLing's car back home...
Kwong and Noel went to take the birthday cake at his house...
After we all prepared, we all wait at the outside and waited for the signal from Laura (director of the surprise attack)...
Wait...wait...wait...finally the signal is ignited...
We all walk in silently to the compound of the boarding and finally to the living room...
Phil carried the cake and make his steps carefully...
As soon as we arrived at the main door joining the others, we sang the Birthday song...
" Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to zinlu, Happy birthday to you!! "...
Zinlu in the living room looked so surprise and happy...
Yea...after this just let the photos describe all the circumstances...

The birthday cake...too keras...thats why the candles is put at the side...


Phil and Zinlu...



Zinlu making wish"es"...haha



Blowing the candles...haha



Everyone waiting for the cakes...



Zinlu birthday's card...who's there?



Cowboy girl and YeeLing...



Playing chor tai di while waiting for the cakes...haha



Having dinner...3 plates of mee...



Zinlu and Noel...sembayang lar ko...haha

Yea that's it...
Wish her...
Dreams come true and Happy Always...