诚实

诚实
有时候，
我们可以张开眼，
说出一些根本不是事实的话，
或是做出一些根本不是自己想做的事情，
为何怎么辛苦呢？
我们必须诚实，
诚实对待自己，
诚实对待别人，
不想要的就说不要，
不用逼着自己说“要”，
伤心了就说伤心，
不用逼着自己快乐，
但，
我想说，
我已经诚实了，
可是，
就好像一点也没改变，
为何我还是要这么迁就你呢？
难道我的诚实不能换取你的信任吗？
一些的答案，是诚实的，
也许你不喜欢听，
也许你根本听不进，
我只希望，
有一天，
你会明白，
因为，
我只是对自己诚实吧了…

Ermm...

Feel lost of direction...
What is happening to me?
I am always thinking of something...
And it seems that "no answer" is the only thing I can find...
argh...! Hate this feeling...
Please...Please go away!
I don't want to keep on like this...
It's just annoying and exhausted..
Somehow it's tired..

There's always...

There's always ocean outside the land...

There's always sky up there wherever you go...

There's always sugar beside salt....

There's always stars and moon even how dark the sky is...

There's always dozens of colour pencils in a colors box..

There's always someone birthday everyday...even today...

There's always sweet memories when you recall it...

There's always ten fingers when you look at your hand...

There's always A to Z on your computer keyboard...

There's always bed when you are tired...

There's always family and friends when you are alone...

There's always a dim of light in the darkness...

There's always HOPE that exists if you look deep into it...

Remember...

Our life is not just about how we live, but its a process for us to discover HOPE...

HOPE to live...

HOPE to happy...

HOPE for wonderful things...

HOPE for everyone...

HOPE for the love...

我的错

对，
这都是我的错，
我错了，
是因为我对不起你，
我错了，
是因为我不该怪你了，
我错了，
是因为我难为你了，
我错了，
是因为让你伤心了，
但，
好想这样一着错下去，
因为只要我认了错，
你就不会再转身，
望我最后一眼…

How things going ?

What is the meaning of “Happy” to you?
What is the meaning of “Sad” to you?
How do you think people think about you?
How do you define yourself in term of others?
Are you being emotional lately?
Are you feeling uneasy these days?
That’s the question? or
That’s the answer?

Yup…I’m wounded…
Sometime it’s not intentional, but we take it too personally…
We must learn how to let it go, so that we won’t leave a scar in our heart…
Yup…I’m contaminated…
Sometime when we listen to others, we will be easily contaminated, and that’s what makes us misjudge…
We must always be certain to ourselves…be certain to our judgments…be certain to our decisions…
Yup…I’m purposeless…
Sometime we will get lost in our ways…not knowing our own consciousness…
We must be clear on what we are doing...in everything…

If we keep on wounded, keep on being contaminated, keep on our purposeless life…
Then we are nothing better than the dry bones without soul and breath…

Sometime the truth is painful…
Sometime the truth is sweet…
Sometime it’s deceived…
Sometime it’s encouraged…

Keep on praying!
As we know that

Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. (Matthew 7:7)

Life is beautiful and wonderful…
As it is as colorful as the colors of rainbow…

好累

真的好累...
真的好累...
无尽的累...
不止身体上的累..
心灵上更累...
好想一着得睡...永远得睡...
想念着这个梦...
想念着每一个点点滴滴...
想念着每一个回忆...
如果放开了....
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我还好吗？

我的心

我哭了，
因为我伤心了...
心酸了，
因为我难过了...
心痛了，
因为我在挣扎着...
好多的猜测，
好多的疑问，
看来是否有答案了...
不敢再望想什么，
还以为可以熬得过去，
但始终还是，
心碎了...

不是伪装的伪装

伪装真的好累，
伤心了，却要伪装快乐，
陪伴你们的快乐，
其实我只是在伪装着，
装不下去了，
就逃避…
再会了，暂时的忧伤…

无形的罪

前几天，
心情都没有如平常般好，
感觉好奇怪，
总觉得做错了什么，
就好像一个无形的罪，
一着缠着我，
“内疚”不断找上我，
做任何事时，
都好像缺了什么，
到底是怎么一件事？
主啊！
我信靠你，
因我知道，
你必定会怜悯我…
感谢主！

2012

这部戏，
相信大家已不陌生，
不知你们是否和我一样，
都有着同样的感想，
当我们面对极大困难时，
或是面对着死亡的时候，
深埋心底的话，
是否会得到释放？
有时会想，
这样的执着是对的吗？
难道你就可以这样一着隐瞒下去，
难道就只一点点的勇气也拿不出来吗？
难道真的要等到世界末日的那一天，
你才会有勇气面对吗？
勇气,
Bravery,
Courage,
就只差这么的一步…