心情...

这四天，
真的觉得时间好漫长，好难过，
站在工作岗位的我，
排着书，
将书本叠起来，
然后将一本一本的书包装好，
我曾试过让自己忙个不停，
还以为这样做便能使自己暂时麻醉了，
可是当我忙完了，
脑里却会挑起那些回忆，
感觉好无奈，好无助，
心情好复杂...

回到了家，
还以为心情已经平复了，
可是当我打开电脑上网时，
却让自己更加的伤心，
我看到了 ！
我也明白了 ！
心就好像生生得被插了一刀，
我忍着内心的伤痛，忍着眼睛的酸泪...

一直以来，
你对我就只有冷漠，
不管我对你多好，
有时我还得装得不在乎似的，
但你的眼神总不会看上我，

这梦拖了已有一段蛮长的时间，
我是否应该醒了 ?
是否放弃这一段我坚持已久的爱情 ?
好想放弃，可是好难...
不想放弃，可是痛苦...

放弃? 坚持?

The Dream of Christmas...

Yippi its 25th December 2008...
and that means its Christmas time !!
dang dang dang....haha...
Today is the joyous and happy day for everyone...haha...sure lar..Christmas worr...gt turkey lar..red wine lar..present lar...with family and friends lar...hahaahaha...
Even today I just stay home for the whole day...but I can actually feel the atmosphere of Christmas..haha...the white winter snows...
For this year Christmas, I had a dream...

A dream that is so childish and funny...
A dream that is seems not to be granted...
A dream that is only for disorientation...
A dream that may not be achieved...
A dream that will soon be forgotten...

This is a dream of mine...
When you woke up , everything is over...
All those are only the imaginations and illusions of ur wills...

圣诞节...
应该是开开心心的...
可是就在今天...
让我看到不想看的， 让我知道我不想知道的事情...
现在的心情是空虚的...
一直不停地为自己找借口...
心中想挽回现时的情况...
一个拖了已久的梦就这样悄悄被敲醒了...
我已好累好累了...
希望这两个月的工作能麻醉及让我想清楚...
真想不到今年的圣诞是这样过的...

Haha...

Well, finish story-ing....
Wish everyone...
Merry Christmas !!
May all your wishes come true...

Trip to Pulau Manukan

Yeah !! At last the STPM exam had finished...
All the tension , stress and pressure is suddenly gone...
In the next day (5/12/2008) , we all moving out for a trip to Pulau Manukan...
It sure was a nice and sunny day...
After everything is prepared , we move to the jetty at Jesselton Point...
Around 8.00am , we aboard the boat and sailed to Manukan Island. The breeze is so nice and comfortable. Everyone was so happy.

Pizzz...

Blown by wind....

After 10 - 15 minutes , we arrived at the Island. This was the second time I being there , the first time was during the Sunset Cruise trip last year. But sure this time was lots more fun.
The sea is clean depth into the seabed , you can clearly seen every single tiny fish swimming in there...its so colourful...

The great scenery at the Manukan Island.

Another angle...

Yu Shiong , Yeeling and Zinlu...

A group pic taken at the pondok...

We settled down our things at the bench...eat something...chit-chat a bit...then lets rocks in the SEA...

Settle down our things...

Under the tree...

Allan !! Wake up !!!

One zombie cover in sands...one half-awakened...

Everyone is so excited getting into the sea...
Although some of us don't know how to swim , they will too join to enjoy the fun...
We dive, swim , observe and even compete with each other...fun !!

Time to swim...

Whether u know how to swim or not..just jump in..SplAsH !!

We too make our way to the Sunset Point around 1350m from the resort...

Chai Fun and Gan at the Sunset Point...

Allan , Potriyan and Noel at the Sunset Point...

On the rock...

Nice pic...

After back from the Sunset Point, we all went to swim for the second round...
Then we had bath and our lunch...

Times to go back ...

Allan , Zinlu , Potriyan and Noel...

Waiting at the jetty...

Bunch of cute fishes...

Fishes eating bread...

Why Laura so alone there ?

Ooo...got Noel at there pulak...haha

Around 2.30pm , the boat had arrived and thats the end of our journey...

Yea...this sure is a pleasure experience...it gives the significance of our friendship and the finale of our high school life...
Thanks God for everything....
Hope this piece of memory will remained forever in everyone's heart....
Thanks Everyone...the best time in my life is the time I spent with u guys...

Bye !

Upper 6 Science 2008.