Exam weeks...

STPM finally arrive !!!
Should I be happy or nervous or regret ??
Haha...somehow I had managed to survive for the pass 3 papers...
still alive now...haha...
No comments for the pass 3 papers >> Pengajian Am 2,Chemistry 2 and Mathematic 1...
Don't ask me as I will not answer about it...hehe...
This is to prevent from dragged by the past...
Just try my best in exam ??..
Yeah that's right..cuba sedaya-upaya saja, jing li jiu ke yi le, zhun li hei zhou, dun give up...bla bla bla...
These words oftenly appear before STPM...haha...
Maybe I should define those words as "words to calm" or reason for not doing well in exam...ahahhaa...
Anyway, it still left us with 5 papers (Physic students) and 4 papers (Bio students)...

Good luck everyone....
Have faith and Try ur best !!!!
Haha....^^

沉静了...

沉静了，安静了...
不知何时，我们之间开始被沉默隔离了...
不再像以前那样那么得融洽...
之间的谈话逐渐减少了...
有时候，当我的眼神移向你时...
我会发现，你的眼睛也在看着我...
说真的，你是在看我吗 ? 还是在看别人 ?
还是只是碰巧而已 ? 还是我自作多情 ?
我们是否以眼神来代替了我们的话语 ?
我不想想太多，怕有了希望最终还是失望...
可能你喜欢的人不是我，
但我依然会在你的身旁支持你...

有一首歌很符合我现在的心情，
沉默秘密...
秘密是不可告人的，
更何况是沉默了的秘密，
沉默的回应是否真的能把伤害调降到最低 ?...

时间

这一天，这一小时，这一分钟，这一秒....
都不会再回头...
3/11/2008...2.47am...这一刻，永远都不会在未来找的到...
就如，我们现在所做的将会为未来带来特定的影响，
蝴蝶效应...
时间记载了我们人生不同的阶段，
珍惜现在，
虽然有时候很多事情不是很顺利，尤其是感情方面，
只要我们坚强，耐心，笑着去面对，
必定会有不同的人生旅程...

Sweet Memories...

Upper 6 Science 08

1st row : Ng,ChaiFun,Eunice,SiawYun,MissVoo,MeiYun,Tan,ZinLu and Yeeling.
2nd row : Gro,Jane,Zul,Laura,YuShiong,Charly,Sha and Ivy.
3rd row : Kong,H,Allan,Kenny,Noel,Pot,Kwong and JJ.

This is our class photo of year 2008...
It had been 564 days (counted to 5th Dec) since the day we meet each other last year in May...
We had gone through a lot together...beach cleaning,old folks,prom,Dota,taidi...^_^!!
The memories is so precious and special that I will never forget it...
It was the symbol of our friendship...
After the STPM,we may not have many chances to meet each other again...
But still,we know that we may not forgetting each other...
In this photo,it keeps the friendship, memories and smile of each and everyone of us...^^
Sometimes, we may not agree to others...but its the bond that remind us to forgive what had one done...

So...ya...the time remains is about 37 days left...everyone keep it up !!
Make all of us proud and glory !!!

有心 ? 无心?

我知道你伤心了，
我好想去安慰你，
可是，我知道这样做只会让你觉得我很烦，
不想再像上次，
差点儿使得我们的友情破裂，
所以，
我选择了，
在心中默默得为你祝福和祷告，
希望你时时都快乐....时时都带着微笑...

Moody...

Today is really a tiring day...
Although I used to sleep late,but it seems that sleep at 3am is not a good idea...
During the first period in school, my exhausted body had pulled me down...although I can maintain my body posture,but I can't maintain my spiritual stamina...in the end zzzz...
And today I didn't talk much...maybe its due to tiredness...
But I know that myself deep in my heart,I am thinking about something else...
Something that I never stop thinking...my thought full of reasons,confuse and imagination...
Yeap...I am thinking about my relationship with her...
Recently,there had been "holes" appeared in my heart that make me doubt about my feeling...
What should I do ???
I had been thinking about this for the past 4 days...
Why should I see that ??...If I never saw it,I should not have uncertainty about myself...

I had lost myself in the middle of desert...the pile of sands had covered up my senses...
But one thing for sure, I will not easily give up on her...

虽然有时候 ， 我们之间会有裂缝出现...
可是我不会应此而放弃...
我会一直等待你...
直到那一天...

Gratitude...感激

I feel grateful of what I have...
I thanks that there is a chance for me to change my life...
I appreciate everyone especially my family and friends...

When I'm happy , thanks for sharing with me...
When I'm sad , thanks for listening to me...
When I'm disorientated , thanks for guiding me...
When I'm stuck , thanks for helping me...

We may be apart from each other one day...
But our relationship may never fade...
No matter what happen , you are still my friend...
The one that can never replaced by anything...

Thank you ~~

The Last Battle...

Thats right...the last and the last examination is coming...STPM...
Well,it only left about 20+ days before the 18th November come...
I'm sure that everyone must be nervous and busy revisioning their subjects...
In the classroom , everyone seems so busy with their books...you can actually feel the tension and stress when you step in even 1/2 inch into the floor of our classroom...
But still all of us manage to reduce stress by all sort of ways...and one of them is...Tai Di !!! It is a convenient and effective way to reduce our stress...haha !!!

Ya...thats all for now...
I wish that everyone will done their best in their exam...although some of us may know that it is impossible to get a parent's expecting results...we must have faith in our heart and move forward...strive the best and the best...show that we can do it too !!!

God Bless You All ^^

p/s: Im in emotion suffering now...due to study and relationship's problems...

Im Back

Yeah !! Thats right...
JJ is back in blogspot....
Sorry for abandon my blog for a really long time...
For the past few months,I had been busy with my homeworks and study...and too there some emotions suffering days which I cant forget...
Anyway,now is the time for me to "reopen" my blog...and all of you are welcome to leave me any comments...

Thanks...

A Trip to Beaufort

25/5/2008...
At last the mid year school holidays had began....a sign of of relaxing...
The first activity we planned to do was trip to Beaufort.
Well, we actually planned this on Saturday (the day before) after the chemistry extra class...
The first thing we did was had breakfast before we start the journey...we went to eat in Melanian in Lintas...we too meet with each other there...we had got Potriyan,Noel,Phil,Kwong,H,Sean and me...
After everything was ready,we then started our "voyage" to Beaufort...
The person who drive was H and Phil (two cars)...
Everything was fine...but on the way from Papar to Beaufort, H was forced to learn "cut" (accelerates the car to overcome other car) because if he didn't do so,we will be so late when reached Beaufort...scary...
Sean and Potriyan (the two pro) was teaching H along the way....while Phil following us at the back...
At last after about one and a half hour drive from KK,we reached Beaufort safely...
We too invited Zinlu, ChaiFun and Allan (Beaufort geng) out to play with us...

At Allan's house...

The first destination we went was "Kim Wah Restaurant"...to fill up our empty stomach first...
Well,something not-expected had happened there...
Potriyan was turning the turner on the table saying that he wanted to play "Truth or Dare"...so he used a pen and stuck it under the Chili bottle...and here he came...he turned the turner...
BAM !!! The pen went flying off..while the Chili too all spilled out aiming Zinlu...cham cham...
Zinlu in the end went back to home and get changed...

Haha...chili day...a memorable one..

Potriyan's vege fried mee...



Fried rice...nice...



Dish of the day...Salad Prawn...



ChaiFun, Zinlu and H...



Allan and Sean...what is Allan laughing about ??



Me,Phil and Noel...all chinese teh...haha..

After we eat,we then went to the CC in Beaufort (forget the name)...apa lagi...Dota lolz..haha..
Ohya,we were supposed to fight with Allan's team but it seemed that some of his member cant make it...so we just play among ourselves...
We had 2-3 matches of DOTA...haha...1st match we win but lose the 2nd match...haizz..
Then, we played CS...wa...more challenging this time..I got killed everytime...haha...still noob in this game...

At the CC...


Phil seemed to be OWNING...hehe...

After played at the CC,we then went to Tasik...yup...lake...

The Beaufort Lake...looked so calm and serene..



One of the facility....



Noel doing exercise...

Later,we then decided to go back to KK as we saw that the there will be raining soon...
At 5.15pm, we reached KK..
We gathered at McDonald to eat and discuss our next destination...
H, Potriyan and Sean will be going to City Mall for a DOTA match but the rest decided to go back home...too tired lolz..haha...

Well, thats it..
Finally,I had completely updated the blog...

"Happy Holiday everyone ! "...